彷徨的日子

犹疑了很久...不知道还要不要让你们知道我更新的情况。因为我的生活已经没什么新意了，不是等吃，等睡，等被插，就是等下药...几天前还要一些呕吐呢..
现在的我，很怕看到部落格里的每一句话，每一个留言，因为你们的鼓励都会让我感动得流泪...不知何时何日，我已经可以很感性了... 不是性感噢!! 我还要做“信心强人”叻... :P

我不再发照片了，因为无情的发丝已经有开始脱落的现象... 希望它们可以“挺”多两周吧!!! 所以，两周过后，就有八卦新闻了... 到时贫僧会给大家分享一些人生哲学道理咯!! 哈哈!! 我在这里认识了两个同命的大哥，他们都很照顾我，所以大家也不需那么担心了。在这里什么情景都有，好的，坏的，走的安详的，回去的，回头的... 一一都有.... 不过，你们放心，我还好好的....

Hi my colleagues and friends,
I feel sorry to have made you all worried about me. I understand that some of you even look for a translator to read my blog. I really appreciate everyone's concern. I have learned a very useful tips in my previous company, which is, "Project can be failure, but it cannot be failed in my hand".. I will be applying this to my work and life as well.. Therefore, I will not fail in this mission.

Please bear in mind, if there is no news from me, it means that I have a good news!!! Thanks guys.. wish you all be happy and healthy... always.

沉闷的心情

都已经差不多两个星期关在这笼子里，沉闷的心情慢慢和我说哈罗了。幸好沙巴这里有公共假日，所以有朋友刻意坐飞机来探我及送上很大的温情。真的不知该怎么谢谢和报答，尤其是一些完全不认识我的人。
其实，我更觉得很难受因为大家对我太好了，心里很惭愧，也很想哭。
但是，我对自己说过，我没那么差劲而且很有信心会和我的家人一起走过去.....
我只有跟大家说：我不会令大家失望的。
Chemo 方面，今天会开始十天的不停的放药....看看那些“朋友”会来找我吧!!??
看来艺术的样子是不适合我 :-P 加油加油!!

我瘦了！！

不知不觉在这里躺了一个星期，房间一直没被换过，但也慢慢习惯了。
只是颈项的疼痛一直都不肯放过我，害我一直躺在床上。
我希望能通过这一关，Induction Chemo (Cycle 1)...

从没生病算起，我已经瘦了12kg.....

无论如何，谢谢你们，我还是有信心的：)

我被隔离了！！

这就是政府医院的隔离方法！！！！！

人生的考验

Thanks to my teacher, my boss, colleagues, buddies and friends. I have been getting a lot of support and encouragement from all of you. I felt touched and much appreciated that.

Moving a step forward toward the chemotherapy treatment; a step closer to the side effect. Waooo.. God love me and would like to let me have some, which is more and different with others, however it is not easy to accept this weird theory!! 神的考验未免太苛求吧！！！It's really a challenging journey in my life. Dont't worry, my motto in my life is - To be confident.

See you guys and take a good care of your health. Don't ever try to join my team.. hahaha.. (My "misal" smart boh?)

No Title

I only admitted to 3rd class ward due to the fully booked. Besides that, I might be getting my 1st class ward by this week. Doctor will be starting to inject the brain prevention dose on me..

在这government hospital里，真的超闷。。。。What to do!!

First Chemotherapy Treatment

I have completed my first chemotherapy treatment yesterday and will have the second treatment after 10 days. Now, i just have to see if there are any side affects during this period.

Before & After

还以为剪短发会很难接受。Cheah...也不是那个衰样。没惊喜！！
嘿嘿嘿..... 还好还好

我的座右铭 - My Motto

To be CONFIDENT....

Rest in Hospital

I will be starting my first Chemotherapy treatment next Monday. This treatment will take 5 weeks to complete. To have a more privacy, I am requesting for an upgrade of my ward to first class which only cost me RM80 per day.

Besides undergoing the chemotherapy treatment, an additional treatment will be given to me, which is radiotherapy to the brain. The side effect for this treatment is that there is a possibility for me to lost part of my memories. Anyway... I hope that I still can remember the good & sweet memories with all of you. Please don't blame me if I can't recognise you in future :P

I will be going to barber this Sunday and will post my leng chai photo here...

加油! 加油!

A Thousand Thanks

A Thousand Thanks,
To everyone - for your donations, gifts, concern and encouragement.
My current financial status is still manageable; anyway, thanks to my friends who had contributed in terms of money.

Thanks again, I feel blessed and am grateful to have my family and friends indeed who always support me in my life. I appreciated every single effort you put in for me.

Cheers,
Kachu Kachu

Boring Day

Today is such a boring day for me. I spent the day sleeping at home.

Went to Sabah Medical Center yesterday; they do not have any hematology division! Dr Lily Wong is the only doctor who can cure me in Sabah.

I will stick with my previous plan and check in to hospital tomorrow to consult Dr Lily Wong.

No worries. I am in good condition now. Thanks.

2nd Day in KK @ 4 March 08

I've gotten some information regarding this chemotherapy treatment and have decided to admit myself into the hospital next Monday. I will still consult Dr Lily Wong on this Thursday.
The chemotherapy treatment here differs with Sunway, and will take 1 year… Cham..

The First day in KK @ 3 March 08

Making my way to Queen Elizabeth Hospital (QEH) to seek for Dr Lily Wong's advise. Unfortunately, Dr Lily Wong was not around and would only be back to KK this Thursday.
I consulted another doctor instead - Dr Jerome. He is Dr Lily Wong’s backup. He told me that the Chemotheraphy treatment would take 1 year. This contradicted with the doctor at Sunway who had told me that it would only be for 6 months. Dr Jerome did not seem too convincing to me as he was unable to answer most of the questions which I raised, such as, how many cycles would be needed for this Chemo, are there any backup plans (bone marrow transplantation), etc.

Dr Jerome advised me to list down all my questions and to check with Dr Lily again this Thursday. As my illness is acute, Dr Jerome has advised that I be admitted into the hospital this Wednesday in order to go through a body check out while waiting for Dr Lily Wong. Thus, I will be checking into the hospital on either this Wednesday or next Monday. I’m still too puzzled to be able to make a decision now.

While waiting for Dr Lily, I will be going to the Sabah Medical Center tomorrow to seek a second medical opinion. Hopefully this will help me decide about my treatment. I need to understand deeply how many cycle for this Chemotherapy and if there any other options which can cure my sickness. 1 year is such a long period for me.

I'm quite tired today and even lost my temper at the taxi driver. The distance from the hospital to my sister's house is quite nearby. However, the driver wanted to charge me Rm15. Soooo.. I'm reluctant to pay him and called my kompakar colleague to send me back.. thanks oooo... :)

Journey to Kota Kinabalu @ 2 March 08

Thanks to my buddies who came to LCCT last Sunday. I promise, I will take care of myself.