首先，除了谢谢大家的关心之外还要说声对不起... 因为我的标题让大家都很紧张... 其实在这一段日子里我都过的比平常人还要好... 只不过疗程和医院的环境有一点儿难受... 但这已经是习惯成自然了... 昨天还回去医院抽骨髓（幸好一点也不痛但是会非常的累，因为我需要抽两份sample，一个给本地实验，另一个要送去新加坡 – 因为之前在KL寄去的骨髓有问题所以需要重抽）好像回到自己另一家那样... 因为有好多盟友都在那... :)
在家休息了几天，整个人的精神都越来越好了，开胃了很多.. 但是又好奇怪.. 我又瘦了... 哈哈.. 真是搞不清楚.. 很奇妙吧.... 给我多一点时间吧... 我不会让自己瘦弱下去的 :P
其实很多感激的话，大家都听厌了.. 但我心里真的很慚愧和感动... 因为我的信心能继续维持下去都是有你们的爱心... 我只能不客气的接受你们的爱... 谢谢你们不间断的支持和不放弃我... 放心我也不会输给大家的... 我会更坚强的 :)
也许很多人会有一些疑问... 关于我的病情来历, 疗程，骨髓移植等等的问题... 因为我的语言能力有限所以我还是用一些英文来交代。但是我要说的是， 这一切都来的刚好... 因为它来的时候刚好是在我没有什么生活负担, 工作单位或是一些感情的问题存在...（所谓人又开始到中年，事业刚刚要转，也没有负债，最重要的我还是单身 – 不然，她必定会很辛苦...）但是让我最不安心的还是一个永远把我当成小孩的爸爸妈妈（ 没办法，我是家里的唯一男丁 ) 尤其是我妈，当我得了这个病后， 我第一个想起的就是我妈，因为她是一个很不镇定的人。 所以我也选择了回来家乡地方就医。也是为了不让她和家人担忧和辛苦.... 但愿妈妈可以慢慢习惯成自然吧....
生老病死, 是每一个人都必须要经历的过程.. 没有人可以预料你有多长命，有多健康及长寿.... 但我对这一切都以平常心看待... 你们的行动让我觉得在这29年零4月里的日子是没有白过的... 很感激你们... 所以我想老天爷应该会放我一马，让我在这段时间里锻炼身心... 大家要等我哦... ;)
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It was nothing special after I was discharged from hospital. I am having some side effects, such as tiredness, headache, weight loss and etc..... However, everything is still under my control… no worries. I really have no idea how to describe the feelings to my lovely friends, colleagues, aunty, uncle and family members.... The only thing I must do is, to RECOVER as soonest as possible. A big thanks to everyone, for your donations, gifts, concern and encouragement. I will “ACCEPT” these in this moment and I promise that I will not be disappointing all of you.
Hereby, I would like to share my history and my understanding of my sickness.
a) Sick Name: Acute Lymphoblastic Leukaemia ( ALL - B type) – fast growing blood cancer.
- How I get it?
· Good question, God’s gift.......hahahaha...In this moment, nobody can be CONFIRMED that on how I can get this type of sickness. According to my studies, there are a number of risk factors that might causes of ALL, these are : -
· Radiation
· Genetic conditions
· Exposure to chemicals
· Infection
No worries, none of them are my factor...
· I went through a body checked up in the mid of January 2008 and my health was in good condition before I have been diagnosis as a leukemia patient.
· My first symptom for this sickness was: I was looking pale and my neck was aching when I went back to Tawau for CNY’s celebration. I thought it was my pillow that caused the painful (started on the first day of CNY).
· I had visited a lot of doctors – about 6 times (Chinese or western) in my home town and Kuala Lumpur. However, they were only diagnosed that my body condition was “HOT” and everything was OK. I had consulted a Chinese doctor lastly and he had advised me to go for a blood test. After the test, I found out that the numbers of my white blood cells were super high and my red blood cells were very low. I was advised to admit to hospital immediately, in that moment, I was not aware the seriousness of my sickness. I was still ”lengah-lengah” and had watched two episodes of the Harry Potter before I admitted to Sunway Medical Center. (Time : 26 Feb 08)
· After 4 packs of blood transfusion and a bone marrow had taken for further diagnose, doctor had advised me to undergo the treatment ASAP due to my cancer is acute type and it will become worst in a short period.
- Treatment
· I had decided to have my chemotherapy treatment in Sabah due to my family members, especially my mother can be easily take care of me. This is no longer my personal issue but is a family issue. Moreover, the government hospital fees can be covered from my insurances.
ALL occurs more frequently in children (under 15 years of age) than adults. When it occurs in teenagers or adults, ALL is more common between the ages of 15–25 and in older people. It is slightly more common in males than in females.
Attached below is my disease : ALL (Type B)
Treament Schedule* The normal treatment that I need to pass thru : -
Hereby is my treatment schedule. It is subjectable to change and it will depend on my body condition and the response to the chemotherapy treatment.
Please bear in mind, I might not be following the entire schedule which has been listed on what they called “HIGH RISK PROTOCOL for ALL), it will depends body weight, height, body condition and etc. So, let’s see how the exciting in my journey is.
Below is the famous LP needle that I need to do every time while I admit to hospital... and the bone marrow test as well.
For your reference. The CURE status.
That’s all I can share with you.... There are still a lot of information and treatments related to my sickness which I am still taking my time to study now. Please bear in mind that, my sharing / understanding on this sickness might not 100% correct.. so for any further information, please search online.. hahaha..
See you guys......Next week will be my 2/3 of induction chemo :P
嘿嘿... 一个月没更新情况了, 让大家担忧了。
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